Somehow, i am fearful of a new beginning. A new beginning means venturing into the mysterious, mystic, dog-eat-dog arena of working society. Maybe its right to say that my heart and mentality still lies with my student life. Reluctant as I sound, i know its near impossible for me NOT to work. I need the money....
Perhaps I didnt really cherish my student life. My studies is in a mess, my CAP is like quite bad, and its now 30 minutes to my first exam and i am STILL typing this blog..Falling asleep in class, daydreaming (especially in "上手さん" class) and talking during class (my fravorite)..And i dont understand why "strawberry" and I would keep talking in English during Japanese classes and tries to speak in Japanese outside the class. I am beginning to miss those memories...
My friends. One thing that still hurts me now is the way i hurt 'starfruit' with my actions. Probably, i still cant forgive myself for leaving him with a 'take-it-or-leave-it' scenario. I tried, i really tried to minimise the severity of what i did, but in the end....
I think this statement is very true... 人要等到失去后才会懂得如何珍；懂得后悔的滋味才会学会满足...
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