After 2 1/2 years...i have decided to move on....it hurts a lot...especially being hurt by someone i love so deeply...tat somehow for my sake she cant give up her demand for a boyfriend with master degree...maybe on my part its a bit of naivety...tat i tried all sorts and means to change her mentality to no avail...tat i did promised her no matter wat i would respect her decision...
I thought tat my sincerity & faithfulness & care & concern & conviction towards her will move her...i never once thought if its worth doing all these...tat its seems so natural to be nice to the person i love...i dun doubt her love for me...its her willingness to be with me tat i am in doubt....which affected my sense of security & to some extent my confidence in myself...she means the world to me...and now it has collaspe...
I dun want to ask myself if i should had delayed the inevitable...tat i could have waited until i get my ASP before confronting her...by then maybe she might have a change of heart...but knowing myself...i know i will not...
Wat luke says makes sense...probably i am too angry or too harsh in my tone tat she's so unwilling to compromise or let me know her point of view....but all these while me & her talked without communicating...i cant go out with her...i cant let other people know of my relationship with her....i cant hold her hands....i cant talk about our future together & i cant mention when she finally can accept me or when can we be together....then tell me wat can i do?
I wish her all the best in her future...i will try to recover from this setback...and probably from my point of view...the main reason why the ending is like tat is because i give in too much into the relationship....i will learn from it...
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